Back To December.

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye





When I hear the song I always want to cry because the lyrics are so true. 
It's a really good song and I love listening to it <3

Christmas

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

<3

Happy Single

Oké, I'm NOT in love anymore. The reason? I haven't find the right person. Okay, I'm young and I still have time but still. I just gonna put boys away in my head and focus on school and friends. Maybey it's easy to be single? We'll see! ;]

How I Feel Today.

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong

Horrible.

Soms wil ik gewoon verdwijnen. Omdat ik het helemaal niet leuk vind. Wat leuk? Alles! Alleen thuis kan ik mezelf zijn, op school is dat anders... Maar het feit dat ik me slecht voel is door school.. Als de school leuker zou zijn, ja dan ga ik het zeker iets naar mijn zin hebben. En mijn echte vrienden zijn allemaal weg, niet dat mijn vrienden op school stom zijn, ik heb ze ook graag hoor. Het liefst van al zou ik van school veranderen, gewoon iets doen wat ik graag wil...

Can't you see?

Your smile is like the sun in my life.
Your voice feels like the sweet melody in my ear.
Your face is like the beautiful picture in my eyes.
Your moves are like the heartbeats in my heart.
But how am I suppose to get to know you?
If you even don't talk to me? Just look, and that's all..
I LIKE YOU! Can't you see?
I'm not 'just' a girl, I'm a girl that likes you...
It seems maybey pitiful, but this is the truth.
The truth how I feel about you...


Written by myself (; Santhya

30/10

I had the best night of my life with my friends! We watched all night long horror movies and chickflicks until the morning! We had so much fun, taking pictures, movies etc.. It was just a perfect Haloween! Eating pizza, chips and tons of cola and limonade... ;] It was just awesome! <3